One电子书

Dedication

Contents

August

Sisters

The End of Summer

Everyone

A Freak Like Us

Ischiopagus Tripus

Milk Trudge

Picasso

The Launch

Therapy

Tippi Talks

The Checkup

Influenza

I Cannot Shake It Off

Worrying

I Get Up

September

Almost

Truth Is What Happens

Uniform

What Is Ugly?

Dragon’s Advice

Mom

Hornbeacon High

Among Wolves

Eyes

In Homeroom

Maybe More Than That

Art Class

In Our Free Period

French

The Cafeteria

Where?

Touch

The Invitation

Baptism

The Church Is a Beautiful Ruin

Coffee and Cigarettes

Perhaps

We Wait

Other Reasons

No One Mentions

Selfish

Naked

The First Fall

When I Wake Up

Looking for Dragon

Reality

In Geometry

How?

Remnants of Him

Not Fair

Changing

Dessert

The Worst Thing

Tragedy

Again

For Myself

Blood

What Is Possible

Sexy

Driver’s Ed

Train Ride

The Phone Call

Hitchcock

Preparing for an Apocalypse

In the Dark

Palpitations

The View from Hoboken

Storm Apples

Pie

Beautiful

Yasmeen’s Explanation

Jon’s Apology

Punishment

Skyward

Out of the Spotlight

Thin

A Joke

October

A Victory

After Badminton

Reunited

Normal

The Reader

Diet

Our Part

Skinny

Searching for String

How He Is for Others

Cankles

When Apart

Texts

On the Sidelines

Thank You Anyway

In Jon’s Room

Well, It Can’t Hurt Me

Jealousy

Waiting Up

Anything But

The Bunker Boys

Word Association

The Waterfront

A Bit of Breathlessness

Saint Catherine

Early November

A Surprise

I Watch Him

Eating for Two

More Important

Palmistry

The Gifts Our Mothers Gave Us

Maternal Impressions

In the Morning

A Thing He Is Doing

Hangover

Lucky Avocado

Partners

Live Forever or Die Together

And Yet

Divided

Expensive

Redundant

Bargaining

At Two A.M.

Cutbacks

Contributions

Adjournment

Around Strangers

Easy Money

Apologies

Finally

Double Standards

Mid November

Caroline Henley

Preamble

The Crew

To Russia with Love

Caroline Is Not Happy

Whiskey before Noon

Behind the Bedroom Door

A Family Meeting

Gone

For the Best

Paul

Laughter

The Hiltons

Popularity

Constantly Rolling

A Postcard

Late November

Snow

Collapse

Hospital

In the Darkness

Testing

The Visitor

Decency

Me

Results

Gratis

An Elephant in the Room

A Heart That Beats for Two

A Parasite

December

Welcome

The Things I Tell Dr. Murphy

Catching Up

Bucket Lists

Easy

Nightmare

I Slip Away

A Replacement

Film

No Run-throughs

Obviously

The Call

Whether Mom Likes It or Not

Road Trip

Pit Stop

The Barn

In Bed

To the Lighthouse

Skinny-dipping

No More

Number Four

Watermelon

Weirdo

Planning

The Promise

Last Night

The Return

Christmas

New Skin

Jon

January

A Waste

Folding

Many

The World Has Heard

At Dr. Derrick’s Request

The Power of Perception

Mechanics

Death

Experimental

Dreaming

Climbing

Nil by Mouth

Humankind Cannot Bear Very Much Reality

Code Red

Before Bed

All Night

January 21st

Separation Day

January 29st

I Move My Head to Look for Tippi

Sick

Holding On

Sinking

Gone

Tippi

I Ache

Her Heart

Healing

Voices by My Bed

February

Improvement

Anorexic

Recovery

March

Speaking

My Story

Author’s Note

Acknowledgments

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About the Author

Books by Sarah Crossan

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